Question our lifestyle and how we live

I'm sitting on my bed in a hotel far far away from home. It's another one of those business trips. Glamorous to those looking in, but less than desirable for the one on the trip. Those of you who travel all the time, know where I am coming from. Just found out I'm working the weekend, without pay obviously, because we don't get overtime pay for anything.

Why am I living this lifestyle? I have too many attachments - money for one. Prestige another. Though that is fading quickly as I learn I'm trading my life for something that ultimately has a negative net effect on my morale. I have to take that leap and just let go.